I heard the scream, an
ear-piercing scream in one of our classes. I could only make out the skeleton
of the voice, it was feminine and heavy with emotions. It was a literal cry for
help that could not be mistaken for a prank on graduation day. I dashed to the
direction where the voice was emanating from to flesh up the voice, give it a
name and purpose.
After a long and
gruesome year, the term was finally coming to an end and as is the custom at
our school, we prepared for a graduation ceremony, one of a kind this time. The
compound was filled to capacity, learners dressed to kill, teachers and parents
weren't left behind. The decorations were at the best we’ve ever had, the sun
was up and we were set for a great day ahead.
As I moved to the
classroom, I could already tell that the screams that had rendered the air had
sent a wave of confusion to the pupils and teachers alike. I hastened my steps
to find out. Her hands were on her head and the illusion of the loss of a loved
one crossed my mind. “Mercy*, what’s wrong?” I asked. As if I wasn’t there, she
kept screaming, attracting attention even further. She didn’t answer, she was
buried in her pain, sorrow and anguish, she had had enough, her body was in
excruciating pain, I later found out.
I was lost for words, I
didn’t know whether I should get the door or let her out; whether I should be
kind and loving or harsh to slap her back to reality. Soon, I noticed that her
body could not take it anymore. She couldn’t play nice any longer, she couldn’t
have it together anymore. She got out of the room, still wailing to the top of
her lungs, attracting the attention of the young ones in the vicinity. It was
supposed to be a jovial day but her body could not submit to that fact.
I quickly moved her to
the next room and later asked someone to get her daughter who happened to be
around for the day. She stormed in, I presume she had gotten wind of what had
transpired. She was confused but all too familiar with these events. I hugged
Mercy, tight, she was still inconsolable. I wanted her to feel the warmth of
love and care. The daughter joined in the hug and tears. This was one of the
saddest moments I’ve ever experienced, I almost lost it but had to pull myself
together for the sake of this family whom a mental disease had robbed them joy
and stability.
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